In my life all im asking is to have someone who will love me till the end of my life. In my life im searchin for the right love to come. In my life im sick to be a emo breaker. In my life i just want somebody to live through.
But as you enter in my world all im askin to God is came true. I just can't believe that you help me escape to my world which is full of dark. You help me pull through to my room which is full of blood. You help me to stand again to the land which is full of mud.
You teach me how to love again. You help me think i deserve someone better. You made me realize that someone out there love me and it was you. And you made me feel i am safe when im at your side. You teach me to open my heart for you. Thank you for everything. For stepping into my life and for the love whom im searchin a thousand times.
If ever it was just a dream it was a beautiful dream that happen to my life because i knew someone like you. A beautiful whom i treasure a lot. You came to my life because i need you. And now that i have you im afraid to lose you. I need you because i love you. Im afraid that when your gone i have no strenght to stand again. Im afraid that maybe one day i wake in the morning you are gone. Im afraid that i may cry a thousand times again. I know that it may last through. But help me to stand again even when your gone. Teach me not to cry before you say goodbye. Teach to find another guy. Because i knew to my self i cant live without you in my life. Dont leave me with nothing to say about you because in my heart i really do love you. And i just cant live without you in my life. I love you so much!!!!
KIM ERIC SEBULLIN @ GUISE FUENTEBELLA
JANUARY 23, 2009
